想念~
却只能怀念
真的在你心中
赢不到一丁点位置吗
或许吧
我输了

*今年圣诞，好难过...










还是宝贝吗？
是宝贝会偶尔想起我吗？

such a tiring , exhausting sickness and suffering days for me ~~
it's kinda happy can earn a lot of money within few days work ~
kinda excited too can earn by myself ~
but
this is damn tired !!
cant hit the target that teacher wish for ...
cant sing very well ...
cant sleep early at night ...
have to walk far far away form the LRT station to the hotel ...
have to rush like hell after school ...
get much pressure cause is my very first time for work ...
cant get to online whenever i want ...
but the good thing is ~
can get quite high payment after this ...
can have a very nice , expensive buffet meals for free every single day of work ...
can make my day more busy and meaningful ...
quite enjoy it and appreciate it but quite tired !
hahax !
( i dunno what am i talking about anyway ~~ )

p.s why am I making myself such a busy girl ??

终于太阳
还是升起
蒸发昨夜
为你落的泪滴
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景
成全了你
再见面已经是朋友了
我们就这么单纯
瞎聊着彼此
一些不关紧要的问题
我们微笑了
也都不躲了
这单纯的坦诚
简单的回应着伤痛
你好吗
将会是我们往后最默契的开场白
不该继续叹息
深深呼吸

第一次
体会到心痛的感觉了
算...长大了吗
除了心痛
还是心痛
没其他感觉了
睡前或睡醒
就会明显感受到
会讨厌睡觉吗
不会吧


p.s 再也没有人保护，幼稚不了了

舒缓神经
放轻松
抬起胸口
黄凯琳
梦醒了
回来了
对着镜子里的自己
笑一笑
说：
坚强
勇敢
伤心难过
世界也还是继续旋转
时间也还在走
每件事物~人
都在运作...

p.s 我还是我~依然爱笑的我...

故事的最后
看开了
笑了
懂了
明了


p.s 我想家了...

终究如此
无动于衷
预料的
同样的心情
同样的语气
同样的眼神

结束了这一如往常的
同样的夜晚


p.s anyway , nice movie ^^
thx for the accompaniment ~

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
如果一开口
变成了结局
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里
有我的命运
我不知道你会怎样做决定


p.s 千言万语无从说起

你
累了吗
如果真的累了
请一定要跟我说一声
好吗
不要让我傻傻的一直等下去
以为你会回来
好不好
如果不是
那就请你不要
让我认为
你累了


p.s 或许不对你好是我一直以来都学不会的事情吧

何时能再一次听你
只为我
弹的琴...?
只有那时候
感觉你真真实实
是属于我的~~


p.s 我要相信你是爱我的

哈哈哈
笑笑没烦恼
小孩子天真可爱的笑
见了就什么烦恼都烟消云散


p.s 有时候也想可以像小孩子天真的一笑就凡事都雨过天晴了

梦破了
沉默别不敢哭
伤痛了
拥抱胜过安抚
错一次
就像看一本书
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢
就是我的许愿树


p.s 圣诞快乐 @.@

till the end
you are the one
whom with me
by my side
glad to have you
thx God
i appreciate you




p.s i bet you know i'm talking bout you

当一些事情发生了
或许
每个人都有自己的方法来释放情绪吧
试想想
若现在有个很漂亮的公园
可以荡秋千
会是怎样呢？

pity girl Angera Koh ...
have to escape from someone's sight ~
cant even go bac home before that someone sleep or go out !
haiz haiz ..
pity nihh >.<
but she's here accompany me few nights dy ^^
so fun spending the night with her at my room ..
we chit chat
do homework
online
go 7-11
make jokes
sing
sleep
etc.

although pity her ~
we really make fun on it anyway ~
hahax !
hope she'll enjoy the nights she spent here larh !
cum'on dear ~
i'm always with you no matter what ~!
chill ^^

jz finish skype with my daddy , mommy , grandpa , grandma , shop workers ...etc.

so fun ~!

talk non-stop !!

*you know larh my style ... talk jiu non stop ! wakaka ~!

but really fun ...

Angera even perfrom a song for my daddy through skype !

wow !!

enjoy ~~

my daddy sambil sambil urut kaki and enjoy the performance i think ~!

my grandpa cry non-stop ~~

hahax !

pity him neh T.T

most regret thing is ...

i cant chat with my brother `~>.<

he's working at behind the store !!

haiz ~~

btw ,

good news is ...

my daddy a cover of AMC's brand cost RM2400~

a vid. cam cost RM2000++

a phone for my bro ... X5 cost RM 600++ *i think ...

AND ~~

processing to buy a new house !!

hahax !!

most important good news i get is ~

he willing to buy me an IPhone4 without signing the package ~!!

Yuhooo ~~!!

also ,

my mommy let me buy new clothes by bank-in me money ~!

fun sei me ~~!

so so so so so happy ~!!!!!!

I Love you Daddy ~~

I Love you mommy ~~

mwakkkkssss ^^