since this few days i feel like myself such a FAKER !
hahax!
FAKER FAKER ~~
can get along with two opposite group at the same time..
SUDDENLY get so close with someone i thought we wont get close..



life here really driving me crazy
phsyco-ing myself everyday
to be hardworking
to be normal
to be more concern bout my health
etc.

hmmmmm
maybe i'm kinda enjoy it !
hahax !


p.s just let it be =)

语无伦次
语无伦次
语无伦次
语无伦次
语无伦次
到底要语无伦次道什么时候啊？
思绪乱了
脑袋空了
微笑假了
眼神空了
就连声音都唦了

废了啦
黄凯琳
你废了

一首歌都唱不好
你废了




p.s 声音都唦了...真的好难过
比什么都难过~！

ahuh ~!!
took a week break ...
not only for my study
and so for blogging !



nice hols i think =) and hope so*

not bad !

get my hair perm
get myself a head of coffee's color hair
get my souvenirs from Hokkaido
get myself few nice meals
get myself a few visits
not bad maa ... >.<

finally then ~
hols end
sweet dream ends
reality's back




take a deep breath !


Ng Caryn
Welcome Back To The Fortunate's and so Unfortunate's Reality !

想念~
却只能怀念
真的在你心中
赢不到一丁点位置吗
或许吧
我输了

*今年圣诞，好难过...










还是宝贝吗？
是宝贝会偶尔想起我吗？

such a tiring , exhausting sickness and suffering days for me ~~
it's kinda happy can earn a lot of money within few days work ~
kinda excited too can earn by myself ~
but
this is damn tired !!
cant hit the target that teacher wish for ...
cant sing very well ...
cant sleep early at night ...
have to walk far far away form the LRT station to the hotel ...
have to rush like hell after school ...
get much pressure cause is my very first time for work ...
cant get to online whenever i want ...
but the good thing is ~
can get quite high payment after this ...
can have a very nice , expensive buffet meals for free every single day of work ...
can make my day more busy and meaningful ...
quite enjoy it and appreciate it but quite tired !
hahax !
( i dunno what am i talking about anyway ~~ )

p.s why am I making myself such a busy girl ??

终于太阳
还是升起
蒸发昨夜
为你落的泪滴
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景
成全了你
再见面已经是朋友了
我们就这么单纯
瞎聊着彼此
一些不关紧要的问题
我们微笑了
也都不躲了
这单纯的坦诚
简单的回应着伤痛
你好吗
将会是我们往后最默契的开场白
不该继续叹息
深深呼吸

第一次
体会到心痛的感觉了
算...长大了吗
除了心痛
还是心痛
没其他感觉了
睡前或睡醒
就会明显感受到
会讨厌睡觉吗
不会吧


p.s 再也没有人保护，幼稚不了了