get to know new friends here ~~~
Angera n Celin !
good and nice enough to help me a lot at here no matter what !
really appreciate it pal ~~!
so so love you guys here ^^

wake up in the morning with not enough sleep ~~
yesterday was to over spent my energy hanging out with frens to sunway and SS2 ... laughing , scolding , make jokes , gossip-ing and etc. hahax !
i even slept in the car ... paiseh psieh ~!
then when reach home .. sure is online larh ~ saw laptop jiu straight away cant sleep !
then for sure ' faint ' at late night at about 1 i think ...
that's why today still tired !
can wake up even more late today but suddenly suffer from gastric pain make me have to wake up
arggghhhh !!!
what happen to my stomach ?
izzit i treat them not good enought make them torture me ? haiz ~~!
anyway .... going to school dy right now ~ hahax !
tatax !

1st day of skul ~~

tired ... nervous ... excited day for me ~
1st day of my skul here at YAAM !
all of the seniors and classmates there ~
super WOW !! geng ! like aliens !!
hahax !
( my roomate will scold me again for saying this )
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anyway ...
i more nervous for the orientation next Wed ...
OMG !
suddenly informed by them next wed all of the D1's gonna perform a song each !!!
what the ==
haven't prepare anything for that lea ~~!!!
SWT SWT ==''
God ! help me !!

1st day at here ~

totally different life here ~
my lovely parents help my room mate and me with our room make over !
hahax !
they bought me a new bedframe ... bed .... bed sheet too ~
i'm goin to stay here for the 1st night ...
they will be staying my aunt's house at Subang there ..
monday will be my 1st day to skul too ~
excited and for sure will be nervous !
everything here's new for me ~!
try my best to cope with them ...
my room mate is a good senior ...
given me a lot news bout the skul ~
hope i'll make myself happy here !

hmmm ~~ gonna leave place i stayed for almost 18 years ~~!
for you , what will be the feeling ?
for me , it's really a new life for me ...
but for sure --it will be a tough life for me !
i had my sweet memories and bitter memories here in AS ...
really left many sweet things here such as my sweet frens ~ family ~
and so so much more to say !
i thought i will be so tough to leave here without any other feeling except EXCITED ~
but after the farewell dinner with all my most close ppl here ...
this feeling comes out straightly from bottom of my heart -- can anot if dont wanna leave here ?
i do really miss everything in AS... really did !
before that when i saw my fren's status in FB ,
she cries everyday after leaving her home sweet home cause missing her family ...
that time i think ~ i wont be like that for sure !
i'm strong and tough !
but now .... i think it's hard for me ~
maybe i'm still new to this environment ?
maybe cause i to lean to my parents ?
maybe i'm been protected by my family since baby ?
maybe maybe maybe ....????
well , i hope i can cope with my life here at KL as soon ~
Ng Caryn ~!
cum'on !!!
smile always ~^^

I Believe ...

I believe ..
that just because two people argue ,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other .
And just because they don't argue ,
it doesn't mean they do love each other .

I believe ..
that we don't have to change friends ,
if we understand that friends change .

I believe ..
that no matter how good a friend is ,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that .

I believe ..
that true friendship continues to grow ,
even over the longest distances .

I believe ..
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life .

I believe ..
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words .
It may be the last time for life .

I believe ..
that you can keep going long after you think you can .

I believe ..
that we are responsible for what we do ,
no matter how we feel .

I believe ..
that either you control your attitude or it controls you .

I believe ..
that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done ,
regardless of the consequences .

I believe ..
that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time .

I believe ..
that sometimes when I'm agry ,
I have the right to be angry ,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel .

I believe ..
that maturity has more to do with what types of experience you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated .

I believe ..
that it isn't always enough ,
to be forgivenby others.
sometimes , you have to learn to forgive yourself .

I believe ..
that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are ,
but , we are responsible for who we become.

I believe ..
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret ,
it could change your life forever .

I believe ..
two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different .

I believe ..
that even you think you have no more to give ,
when a friend cries out to you ,
you will find the strength to help .

I believe ..
that credentials on the wall do not make you decent human being .

I believe ..
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon .

I believe ..
the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything ;
they just make the most of everything they have .

imma missing u ~

i miss my ( wifey )- Amanda and my ( silaiii )- Grace Lai and my ( awek )- Yen and so my ( orangey )- Fyna !

miss them badly lea ~ so so long time didn't meet them ,

didn't chit chat with them ,

didn't bath together ,

didn't sleep together ,

didn't eat together ,

didn't chat everything together before our slip....etc.

too much thing we had done together ....

miss the moment so much !! @@

TOO ! miss my buddy here ... miss my ( ah bi )- Yen Fern , (bro )- Ah Tatt , ( mama )- Ellyn Qi Yan
although we still at AS but less meet .
really less seem they buzy with her study n tuition for their form 6 life ...
think i not willing to bother them lar ~
jia you and good luck to you my dear fren ^^ ( 12 years fren lea since primary ) and so my bro and mama .. hahax !

*paiseh i just mention Mok family here ... for the other family ( H i think ) .. u all too i miss lar ~! hahax !

OSO FOR SURE i miss my gang who ady spread to other places for their coll and U life ~!
miss my ( dear hubby )- Ah Feng at KAmpar now !

miss my ( mom , son , sis and bro ... ) Min Hui , Zhi HAo , Ah Pheng , Kelvin , Xin Wei .. etc ( sorry for some who i didn't mention ur name ... )

hubby .. don't give urself do much pressure ya at there ~ must take good care nei !

don't go bac home along in the middle of night ...

don't do ur group discussion till late in night ...

as I said .. don't walk alone is the most important thing ya cz there got many colour wolf escape from the jail !!

Lastly ... is for a very caring fren for me since she's the one that very special i think ~

she will be the 1st to read my blog everytime i updated it .

will be the one who give me advice at suitable time.

will be the one who call me to cry of joy when her ex-school won in an competition.

will be the one know me when i'm sad , sorrow , helpless....

will be th one to stand by me whenever i need her .

i BET she probably won't let me mention out her name at here ~

well ~ no matter how ... really thanks a lot to have a fren like you ^^

( i think u'll know I'm talking bout u )

Do take care all my dearest frens here and ther and everwhere ~!

really thanks God to let me own such a good day and moment with all of u !

LUV ya' .... muacksss ^^