随着时间一分一秒的过，距离考试的时间也越来越近了~

剩下不到一个月的时间我就要考trinity的。

再过一个月就是学校的考试...

完全没有信心的我到底要怎样面对即将来临的考试呢？

心情一天比一天糟...

真想可以不顾一切的就完完全全发泄出来！

想喊就喊，想哭就哭，想疯就疯！

可是这当然是行不通的...

身边围绕着很多关心我的朋友们...

对他们诉苦是其中之一的方法,可是也当然不能老是麻烦人家啊~~

整天在他们耳边唠叨...

念东念西的 ，在有耐性的人都会觉得烦啦！

最近简直是想太多东西了

应该是这样的关系导致最近失眠吧~

最好的方法应该就是对着电脑不断地敲打键盘

跟部落格诉苦咯~~

很好的解决方案...

既不必开口说话也不必费神跟人家解释...

但愿这样真的能是我自己好过一点~

神啊！救救我吧~~！

So is this counted as resolved alr ??
izzit possible to be like the past ??
izzit we are still the same like past few weeks ??
izzit no matter what made you think the negative way you will also say it out to me ??

well ... for the ans you gave me when i asked out the question ... it really comfort me a lot since the day it hurts ~
* try not to think any negative prob alr since you're not sure what's going to happen in future
* or else this really make yourselves suffer and so ppl around you
* try to share out your probs since you cant really find a conclusion
* sincerely , except reach the day that you going to tell me that you alr found out a conclusion , i think this gonna drive me crazy a lil bit more for now ...

anyway ... it's a good start that you willing to share with me your probs !
although i'm not sure whether you say them out all alr or jz part of your thinking , i think it's enough cause at least you started to share your think with me . really , thanks a lot !

OK ~ last question ... can i ask ?





Can you get me the 公仔饼 with peanut butter from hometown if you get to order it ?? hahax !


p.s. you are the one who made me addicted to it lorh ~~!

get to know new friends here ~~~
Angera n Celin !
good and nice enough to help me a lot at here no matter what !
really appreciate it pal ~~!
so so love you guys here ^^

wake up in the morning with not enough sleep ~~
yesterday was to over spent my energy hanging out with frens to sunway and SS2 ... laughing , scolding , make jokes , gossip-ing and etc. hahax !
i even slept in the car ... paiseh psieh ~!
then when reach home .. sure is online larh ~ saw laptop jiu straight away cant sleep !
then for sure ' faint ' at late night at about 1 i think ...
that's why today still tired !
can wake up even more late today but suddenly suffer from gastric pain make me have to wake up
arggghhhh !!!
what happen to my stomach ?
izzit i treat them not good enought make them torture me ? haiz ~~!
anyway .... going to school dy right now ~ hahax !
tatax !

1st day of skul ~~

tired ... nervous ... excited day for me ~
1st day of my skul here at YAAM !
all of the seniors and classmates there ~
super WOW !! geng ! like aliens !!
hahax !
( my roomate will scold me again for saying this )
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anyway ...
i more nervous for the orientation next Wed ...
OMG !
suddenly informed by them next wed all of the D1's gonna perform a song each !!!
what the ==
haven't prepare anything for that lea ~~!!!
SWT SWT ==''
God ! help me !!

1st day at here ~

totally different life here ~
my lovely parents help my room mate and me with our room make over !
hahax !
they bought me a new bedframe ... bed .... bed sheet too ~
i'm goin to stay here for the 1st night ...
they will be staying my aunt's house at Subang there ..
monday will be my 1st day to skul too ~
excited and for sure will be nervous !
everything here's new for me ~!
try my best to cope with them ...
my room mate is a good senior ...
given me a lot news bout the skul ~
hope i'll make myself happy here !

hmmm ~~ gonna leave place i stayed for almost 18 years ~~!
for you , what will be the feeling ?
for me , it's really a new life for me ...
but for sure --it will be a tough life for me !
i had my sweet memories and bitter memories here in AS ...
really left many sweet things here such as my sweet frens ~ family ~
and so so much more to say !
i thought i will be so tough to leave here without any other feeling except EXCITED ~
but after the farewell dinner with all my most close ppl here ...
this feeling comes out straightly from bottom of my heart -- can anot if dont wanna leave here ?
i do really miss everything in AS... really did !
before that when i saw my fren's status in FB ,
she cries everyday after leaving her home sweet home cause missing her family ...
that time i think ~ i wont be like that for sure !
i'm strong and tough !
but now .... i think it's hard for me ~
maybe i'm still new to this environment ?
maybe cause i to lean to my parents ?
maybe i'm been protected by my family since baby ?
maybe maybe maybe ....????
well , i hope i can cope with my life here at KL as soon ~
Ng Caryn ~!
cum'on !!!
smile always ~^^