thanks God !

fell consoled when i knw there's still somebody who care my feelings and thinking ...
everytime i feel sad , moody , helpless ...
she'll be thr to share with me ~
whenever i update my blog ~ she'll be the 1st to read it and so to give me suitable motivation !
I really appreciate it a lot my fren ...
thx 4 everything n hope to be with u 4ever ..

Frens 4ever dear ^^

我彻底的输了！

我输 。。。
不是因为我败给了别人 ~
而是输给我自己！
我逃不过的。。终究是输不起！
我十八年来犯的最大错误就是--太高估我自己了！
我以为我可以很辉煌。。。很骄傲。。。很成功的过我的一生~
我没想过~真正的世界是如此的。。。
被家属的爱呵护着的我~到如今真正的看清这个世界~！
本以为一切都在我掌控中的生活~原来都还不过如此~~~
我错了！
黄凯琳！！！你不是全世界都得看你脸色过活的人。。。
在家你好吃好住~家里店里上上下下都敬你三分~
所以因为你有老爸老妈给你撑腰。。
在外面的世界。。你也只不过是个再普通不过的人！
输不起~只会给你带来更大更多的伤害 ~
从今以后~要积极的过生活！！
相信未来、相信自己、相信家人！！

more com to gain my experience ..

this coming July gt 2 more singing com ...
hehe !
most contestants come from KL ... penang .. ipoh ... etc .
very hope to gain my experience frm thr lor ~~!
no matter wat result ... i will try my best ! hahax ! ^^

Yummy ~~
wat a nice experience at penang's Daorae !!!
such a memorable ... over full ... and funny dinner 4 my bro , a fren and me ~
hahax !
enter tat shop without knowing anything bout tat meal ...
simply order few kand of food ...
eat wit a mouth full of food with funny style ...
i think the shopkeeper sure laugh till faint !
anyway ... it's a nice experience 4 three of us ~
such a waste dinner for us cause we ordered too many food till we cant finish it all ~
pity ...
of course ~ it did cost us a lot lar !
but , worth !

wawawiwa ~~!!!
so fast nia the comp date's near ... hmmppp~~
goin kl soon lea ...
wanna go 4 audition
wanna go 4 singing comp
wanna go 4 shopping ^^
hehe !!
wanna go Kim Gary
wanna go eat cup cakes ( so cute xsampai hati wanna eat )
audition is the most important things to do at thr ...!
i MUST PASS the audition !!!
i wanna study at thr lar @@
hahahax !!! * relax lar *
G00D LuCK ^^ Ng Caryn ... muackssss ^^
wakaka !!!

good luck ~

Feng , went to kampar dy lea ... mz take good care of urself thr o ~~ dn kena tipu by the ' colour wolf' thr ya ?? miss u so much here !

To all my frens hu r goin to matrix :
congrats n all th best to u all neh ~~! keep in touch n dn 4gt me ya ^^

All form 6 members :
jia you !!! ah bi ( yen fern ) ... i knw u sure tension tis tension tat de ~ dn gv urself so much pressure neh ~ change jor skul n environment oso nt same tcher dn scold tis scold tat nah !! hahax ! support u always geh .. * sobbing * hahx ! most close eh 12 years' fren ... dn 4gt me ya ... muacksss ^^

Ady went jor study at college eh frens ...
best of luck to u all n enjoy the different life thr lar ~ hahax !

dn wanna continue study eh frens > jia you in work too o ~~!!!

haiz ... at last still left me at here nia ... skul nt yet start n so jz helping parents wit thier job ! so boring ... btw ... will start my skul life soon too ! may god bless me to pass my audition ! amitofo ... KL ~ i'm coming soon ! ( someone hu still hutang me a meal at Kim Gary de dn 4gt nah !) hahax ! *jkjk*

emm..... so long tm dnt updated my blog lea ~~~
really quite bz nowadays .
goin kl soon btw ... hahax ! 4 audition n sing comp .
wan to enter tat college so much till i cn jz sit thr n think whole day bout tat skul ~
wakaka !! i thnk i getting crazy ....
frens r goin to start their skul's life again ~
1 by 1 goin here n thr ....
i m d 1 hu r the slowest among thm ... haiz !
nvm , goin to gt car license soon n so hope i cn pass the audition n gt gud result 4 the comp.
try my best nt to make my parents n myself disappointed ~
ya rite !! good luck to me ^^